A Ten-Ton Weight In My Heart
Today is one of those days a woman would sell her eyelashes to never have.
Everything is going in reverse and a more brutal way of saying it is that this day just blew to pieces (of sh*t).
I can’t wait to see what the third worse thing that can happen– and so far, I’ve had about a hundred of those two kinds happening– a client’s budgetary deficit and disappearing possibilities. Professionally, I’m in the tightest pinch imaginable and will be cooked by management over grease and hot oil a few days from now.
But– I do have an escape hatch. Unfortunately, it’s one I can’t take because I just bloody got regularized and my other tech team members are also resigning. If I leave there would only be two people handling three tech titles instead of the intended 7.
There is this ten-ton weight in my heart even after a wonderful weekend. This ten-ton weight is driving me crazy– it’s my work.
April 3rd, 2006 at 4:30 am
Hey Joan. What’s up? Breathe, ok?
April 6th, 2006 at 4:59 pm
hey jo!! dont worry, f u really cant handle it anymore leave. if your not happy anymore no ones holding you back your still young. dont stay just because you got regularized. there are a gazillion better opportunities i tell you. and with your wit? i know youo can bllom better f ur given free reaign on your decisions.
just a friendly advice from sumone whose also going through a very insane state like you are… =)